my life my delema

[RedManX]

Well I have been a member for a long time but I rarely speak up online. I seem to have a problem that I don't know how to deal with so I pose a question to yoiu and see if you can shed some list on it for me. I am at a impass as to what I should be doing with my life and I don't know where to go or what to do. I am madly in love with my ex wife who I live with but we fight like cats and dogs I think I have fallen in love with w co worker but I am no less in love with the person I am currently with , I recently quit my job as I was working 15 hour days salaried and was getting nothing but negative reinforcement (never work in a call center on a salaried position) this happened one week ago today, I am at a los of what to do I'm 27 years old and feel like I am floundering and have no path or goal to reach. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up and I feel like I should already be there. Anyone have any sage advice or pearl of wisdom they can share with me that will make it all feel like there's more to this life than just surviving another day?

[RedManX]

I am currently reading a book that has opened my eyes it started out as a lark the book is the game by Neil Strauss I though it would be an interesting read, I think it has done more for me than that tho, it has opened my eyes to the insecurities that I have and then opened my eyes to the extremes that those can cause I am thinking about going back to school (first attempt was a monumental failure) bite the bullet live the poper and do something with my life that 10th years down the line ill look back on with respect in my self and the warm feeling of a hard job done well I do apologize to the community of some of my most favorite people on the Internet I have always looked up to you guys and gals I needed an outlet to constructive put my rambling thoughts down and bare my self I want to let you all know that I have laughed cried and felt amazingly connected with you all over the years (i may have a tin foil hat somewhere and at one point wile in the military I spent 20 minutes discussing the dangers of underage drinking with one of the kids that worked for me) I jst wanted to tell you all that I appreciate all of you and hope that at some point I cab give back some of what I have taken from here

[dellstart]

I just don't want you to think , that i am not empathetic to your plight (or don't feel for you). I am sure almost everyone here is the same . Its just that i am loath to give advice on a situation , where i am not 100 percent sure of all the facts on the ground. especially when it comes to matters of the heart , this is even more so.
Hence , in this situation , its probably best to get advice from an objective" older head " or friend, who can see the whole picture objectively and put things into perspective. it could be a clergyman , your neighbor or even your best mate, just some one who you hopefully knows you and can help you in your situation.

good luck!!!!

[garion]

as for work i heard it said find what you love to do and people will pay you to do it